start new life again...

Oh God, i have to start new life again...everything will be new again...again and again...i'm tired to do so cause i wanna routine for several years before start new life...unfortunately, this will not happen to me...lots of changes sometimes bother me...oh, why this keep happen to me...why???please, Allah, i'm pray for you with humble...please love me and keep me in calm always so that i can face everything with full of strength